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| 8-11-00: Grand Opening of my on-line Diary! (woohoo) Big Brother watch out now! Nothing fancy now or later, but for those who give a damn... Asher Levy USS Crommelin FFG-37 FPO AP 96662-1492 8-14-00: If you sickos want to see pplz buisness then learn from them!-_^ *grins* This is an excerpt from my e-mail to my Sis, Hillary, that sums up the day. Tonight me and my Bro Mason went to a mall and walked everywhere then we stopped at Borders (bookstore) and chilled for afew hours drawing and talking (He wants to be a Comic Book Artist, me I would like to work on some stuff with him for a season but prefer Poetry, Epic Fantasy, and Movie/Music Videos to convey what God and me make:) and I was kind of "tripping" the whole night on (yes I admit it!) women, but by the end of the night on our way back we talked and I admitted my wrong attitude, the bus droped us off a mile from the Base and we walked and talked about his future wife, my future and Hope, and we talked at length on how we should'nt act like God is only in a building and complicate things, but praise Him and worship Him out in the fields, if a homeless guy, a guy passing through, people stoping thier car to check it out, wants to come on by and join in then Hallelujah!:) That's how Jesus did it, why should we let society mandate we need expensive buildings and beautiful alters, even if it rains we will get in a shorts and T-Shirt and Praise Him!^_^ *grins* Don't be freaked out, it is just a yerning in both me and my Bro's heart to get back to the "basics", not to say people cannot come cause they are not dressed right nor take thier money for a unessicary building but to spread the Good News and do God's Will actively by not being caught up with "things" and "programs" but to walk the roads no one has walked and help people, then move on to where ever God leads, the aberiginies call it a "walkabout", and the Chilie Peppers made a song about it, and it is in the heart of two Sailor that are caught in the center of modern life and concern, just sharing.... *sweat drop*^_^ We also talked on how we should'nt hide what's deep in our heart's to our "future mates" (we where talking about Him in paticular) even if they don't like it outright, it's not good to marry someone you have to hide parts of your life from, Mason never mentioned that dream in his heart to his future wife Patrica cause she was broken down enough crying an entire day cause he is leaving on a six month deployment, but the way I saw it and I told Mason was that that 6 months is a time of "preperation" that if she can be strong, seek God for herself and grow stronger during those 6 months then afew weeks on a "walkabout" would be nothing, if she endures that will be a woman who with no fear will hold down the fort as he does whatever God leads, instead of being an anchor holding him down, I must note that this was assuming we are "billionaires" *laughs* and have everything provided for and taken care of back home, (while we are dreaming, hey! *shrugs*:) But that is what was in our hearts tonight, hope you gained something and are not looking at the screen weird though you should (me and Mason are quite wierd at times, let me not get into our visioned "musical careers" *big huge grin*) I pray first and foremost that you grow to know God for yourself and know His Love is True and His Mercy ever enduring, when He enters a life even if a grain of sand at a time we begin to change, there is no human benefit for the dreams and visions in our hearts but to please and love God, and even though we grow to have a pile of dreams I will never let them go, as time goes by I see that they are interconnected and see doors open to fulfill, even though the wait is long the most important thing remains Faith (Trust:), Shalom. 8-17-00 10:36pm: They turned the water off on the ship! *screams* >_< My lunch was McDonalds and my dinner was a Ton'y microwavable Pizza, hehehe, I spent the morning trying to get in contact with my Mother and Father and reached them finnaly late in the afternoon, after hearing that they are enduring the trials of life (it seems things get harder the closer we are to "Breakthroughs") and are close to the Manager's job they wanted, also finding a 1000min phone card for 10$ (HALLELUJAH!:) I met with a Bro of mine and we had a talk of what it is to be Soldiers in God's army, to not charge blindly but have a Mission, and to do what God wills by any means nessicary (internet, fliers, personal ect.:) and offered my skills and thoughts, that if they cannot take care of what they got then why would God answer thier for more ppl for thier Bible Studies!? But to focus on loving thier Bro's "They will know you are mine cause you Love" and building them up, we must all be strong for us to sucseed, not just the one shepheard and and a pile of sheep, we are all called to be sons of God, and all have a calling and purpose, there is a time to sit and learn and there is a time to rise and act, as God's people we have a comission and responcibility, and that is fulfilled through Love. Ah it's late, Shalom my Bro's and Sis'^_^ 8-21-00 11:28pm: Shalom all, it's late so i'll keep it short, God is good! My parents got thier dream job and I've been meeting the kewlest ppl recently, it gives me Hope, and LORD knows a Man needs Hope, we are working normal work days again, about to head on deployment so I've been working up a storm on this webpage yet there is alot I cannot do till I get back and have enough time, but trust me this site will be more a shared community than my personal page, and in all my study and research I came across this excellent resource, it gets the "Jew-boy Seal of Approval" *winks*-_^ They can also translate and post your Poetry for a foreign audience. Shalom (God's peace be with you) and Good night:) 8-25-00 11:40pm: Meow Meow!=^v^= I am -gone-, I got watch at 3:45 tonight, get off and goto Sea and Anchor detail then have the first 5 hour watch underway, no updates for 6 months, but I depart with Hope, though it seams the same fustrating Navy BS and my bad ractions to it will get me in trouble again, I know the LORD is my Strength and He has placed me here for more than to get in trouble, He has placed His son here to be a vessel to fill till overflowing, the world will know there is a God in Israel, and He is with His elect, the greatest miracle is the transformation of a heart, but greater things than this will all see, Micah 7:15-20, there will be a diffrence between God's children and the world, He himself will show His power and deliver them from all opposition unto His Narrow Path as a Shepheard, A Brother will hear Brothers call from across the world, in the Spirit will be true family, in Love will be true life, Prayer will bring every wall down, Obedience will bring victory, not victory as man knows it but Victory to serve, to love, to know our Creator and do as He wills in His time, living the only true purpose of man, receiving what Man was made for, Divine Love, Life, and Liberty. Everyone keep in touch, Good Night^_^ |
